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Dream December 18/2013

-Northern water tribe-
We are trying to track our enemies, the fire nation. We had been attacked by a Godzilla, (a massive element god, in this case the Fire God,) and we are following tracks.
As we keep running, we hear bird calls, we fall silent. I respond to one of them, and see a man drop from the trees. "There" I yell, running over. He realised that it was not his team that responded and tries to get back up. I cut his rope and knock him down. It's the Fire Lord's son, Zuko.

"We will take him hostage." I say. Suddenly people come down from the trees and attempt a surprise attack, but we are prepared and easily defeat them. I hold a dagger to the Zuko's neck. "Stop!" I shout.
The Fire Nation men stop. "Let us walk away." The do.

We get to the Earth Kingdom a bit later and hand over our prisoner. I hop off the boat and run over to Katara and Sokka The girl from the Northern Water Tribe is also here. I hug them. (They are like siblings to me.) As we hug I see a man at a large tree, watching. (He looked sad, like he was waiting for someone who wasn't here)
He sees me looking and ducks away.
The guards have taken Zuko to the prisons.
"We need to use him against the Fire Lord." I tell the people. People shout in agreement. Things calm down for a while, then we go scouting. That's when we see the footprints. "We saw the same ones back at your home... *gasp* They're coming!" (We didn't see any, we just knew it was inevitable) we head back to prepare the village. I suggested we go to the Nation.

After some time we trek back to Fire Nation with Zuko as our prisoner. He isn't trying to put up much of a fight because I am using water bending to hold him.

Using my blade and water bending, we make it to the Fire Lords chamber.
"So Zuko, you allowed yourself to be caught by a little girl? You are no son of mine"
'So much for that plan' I think. I still try.
"You have messed with us for the last time!" I tell him.
He laughs. "You really think that will work?" He gestures to the dagger at Zuko's neck.
He shoots a fireball at me. While still holding Zuko I duck to the right.
The others were outside so it is just me trying to derail the plan of the Fire Lord.
"Careful Father, I've never seen such a powerfu-" I cover Zuko's mouth.
"Let's not tell him that okay?" I press the dagger a little harder.
The Fire Lord laughs. He keeps shooting fire at me, giving no regards to Zuko.
I knock Zuko out and move to the side, drawing water from the air.
"Oh a water bender eh?" The Fire Lord looks like he's holding back a laugh. "You really think you can defeat me?"
"Not alone. But I know how to hit where it hurts."
I start water bending and we begin to fight.
After a while we can tell that both of us are a getting rather tired.
I go over to Zuko and I try my first plan again, but the Fire Lord shoots fire at us, making me cut Zuko while I dodge. The Fire Lord stops. "See this is what happens when you mess with a God! You have to pay the price! Was it worth sending Godzilla on us?! Was it worth your son?!?" I shout. I secretly heal him with water bending (I hadn't actually wanted to hurt him) the Fire Lord takes a stance and stomps, sending fire my way under the floor, I dodge just in time, Zuko makes a small noise. I see his mother off to the side and rush over. "Seems you're coming with me m'lady. I hold the dagger up to her neck. The Fire Lord doesn't look back as he walks out of the room.
Taking both Zuko and his mother I leave the chamber to return with the others. There were minor casualties, but nothing I can't handle. To be on the safe side, we knock both our prisoners out and continue to the out post.

-at the out post-

"The Fire Lord will think twice about fighting us now!" One man says proudly. He throws Zuko down. I set his mother beside him. "There, sit happily like mother and son." (We knocked them out with a special drug, so they are still out of it)
We are almost back but we needed to restock our supplies and rest for a bit. It starts to snow. "Common guys, we'd better head back" I say, packing the last of our things. "Can you grab his mother?" I ask a nearby person. He doesn't move. I lift Zuko up. "Hello? Shouldn't we be going? If we hurry we can make it before the storm gets worse." Nobody responds. "Okay, I can handle one bratty teenager and his mom, but why is no one talking. You want to get back right?" They look at me sadly. Nobody says anything, but someone sneaks up and knocks me out.

Everything went black.

-I wake up-

*things in brackets are my own thoughts about the dream.
**Single quotation marks are my thoughts in the dream.
- <-- these are either actions, time passing, or location changes.

Also, I am well aware that Godzilla is not a fire demon, but in my dream it is a type of demon that can only be controlled by the most powerful of benders, and there is one for each element. However, the benders usually succumb to the power and end up killing themselves in the process, which is why almost nobody in history has tried to use one.

Dream 2 Oct 28

I'm on a boat, there was a battle and we won, but a few people are not 100%, myself included.
(I have the ability to read people, and to know the state of their injuries, I can also control water *but am too weak right now*)
As they are gathering the wounded, I am whispering what treatment they'll need.
"He needs to be treated asap" I say quietly as they pick up a man.
They go to one of my friends "she mostly needs sleep" I whisper. I can feel my strength slipping away, I try to make water come up to get their attention, but it doesn't work.

I hear them shout about a large wave and to get down, I can't move and am dangerously close to the edge of the ship.

As the wave hits I fall overboard, to exhausted to move (I heard someone shout "no!" As I fell in) I can feel myself sink and just let go, as I do I hear someone dive in.
I can't tell which way is up, so I let my hand drift. I feel him grab my hand. I try to close mine around his but I can't move, he let's go, then suddenly I grab. He quickly pulls my arm and I can feel myself being pulled up to the surface.

-shift to his point of view-
I am carrying her towards the platform they lowered for me, she's not moving and I feel like it may be pointless to try and save her.

-switch back to my pov-
I cough up a bit of water, but still cannot move, I can feel them look at me, and I feel his body become less tense.

-his pov-
I hear her cough as I reach the edge of the platform, the men waiting for me pull me and her up and we are back on the ship.

-switch to my POV in someone else- **I think here I moved into my friends body temporarily to let them know what was wrong....**
We move quickly below deck and set a bed for her, "she doesn't have any physical wounds" I say. "She seems to be utterly exhausted... Like she used too much power."
As we talk, we put a blanket and some towels down before putting my body down.

-my pov-
I feel the softness and let myself be taken to the land of dreams

-I wake up-

Dream 1 Oct 28

Sam Winchester is my husband.
He is helping me in an undercover boss episode.
"Promise you'll always catch me if I fall?" I ask
"Promise" he says
"I promise to always catch you no matter what." We lock pinkies

My coworkers and I are walking down the street when I see someone from a previous episode of this show.
I start to panic because he could blow my cover.
Pointing at him I run across the street "I need to talk to you." I whisper as I read him.
Dragging him away I start talking in a hushed voice.
"Remember how I was your boss undercover?"
"Yeah" he replies
"You can't tell them I'm a girl, I'm filming right now."
"Okay."
As we are talking Sam comes over.
"Shit!"" I grab the man and start running
Sam chases us and follows the man into a mobile restaurant.
As they run through I can hear the chefs swear.
"I'm so sorry!" I apologize.
I hear a crash and look behind in time to see both boys come out. I run up in time to see Sam get thrown through some bushes *which are down a small hill*
I hear him hit the ground and swear.
I feel bad because I chase after the man, right after I promised I'd always catch him.

I rewind time to just after they enter the mobile restaurant. I run down to where Sam fell in a different time and prepare to catch him. I hear a rustle and he falls through the bush, I catch him.

-a little later-
We are staying in a trailer for a while *I assume by choice*
"I caught you" I say.
"Yes, you did. Thanks." He says. (He has a look on his face that reads 'how did you know??')
He grabs his headphones and music device.
"What are you up to?" I ask.
"Going for a run" he says.
"Be careful."
"I will"

*switching to watching him*
His feet pound on the pavement as he tries to vent his frustration.
He then proceeds to get kidnapped. **not sure how this happened... It just kinda did.**
I hear about it and go after them.

-flash forward to a green lit room-
I'm untieing him and he looks tired.
"You okay?" I ask quietly, helping him up.
"Fine" he says after hesitation.
I give him a look "you don't look fine"
"I said I'm fine" he pulls his arm away and stagers up. Almost falling I catch him.
"You don't need to lie you know" I smile.
He looks at me.

-dream switch-

I'm in my apartment setting up a telescope to get pictures of the moon that were like ones I took in a dream.
"Got it!" I shout triumphantly
Taking a picture, my roommates come see.
"Wow!" Elise says.

-I wake up-

This may seem strange

I literally spent the last 3 or so hours (at freaking 1am) looking at a lot of the Facebook profiles of people I used to have a crush on.
Call me strange, and creepy... but some people have hardly changed, where as others have changed a whole shit ton. I am probably not the only person who does things like this, but it makes me wonder if anyone I used to go to school with has done the same for me.

I also looked at some of my elementary school classmates. Freaking shocked at the fact that many of the girls I knew are getting married.. Slow down, you're only 20.

Not that I haven't thought about marriage myself, but I haven't found anyone yet, let alone THE one.

Back to the topic at hand, some people have changed beyond the point of recognition; some good and some not as good.

None the less, I feel as though some of my classmates have hardly changed, most I found as mutual friends of other classmates, some even if current friends. It feels strange looking at home many friendships have survived the years.... (Mine all went to hell, which is a post for another day)

Right. Off to sleep as it is about 4:18am and I am tired. G'night.

Best idea ever...

So, I have come up with the most amazing idea. Instead of all these shit magazines that we have, start one that interviews the characters the actors and actresses play. They have to come to the interview in character and respond to any question as the character.

And we're good

So, my mobile plan is "unlimited" data, but they slow it down after 5 gigs of use. Then the provider slows it again after a bit more, then they slow it right down so that basically all you can do is send messages.

You can pay to upgrade your service so I did. Instead of 5 gigs, apparently now it's 10. Then they slow it down, then the next time they slow it down comes even quicker.

I get the feeling that they don't really give much thought to the fact that I pay extra. Don't know if I can cancel the "premium" plan, but I will try... It's not worth the money.

SIDE NOTE!! I have discovered that if you put a whole lot of moisturizer on you're feet, your ability to move your toes goes way up!!

G'night folks.

Happy Times

(ノ⌒▽⌒) こんにちは♪ - Hello!!

You know, I realized today that I usually only use this if I need to vent or get my sad feelings out. Well, here are some happy ones!

I dyed the underside of my hair last Friday with the help of my sister. Turned out amazing!

Oo! Also had an amazingly terrifying nightmare the other day during a nap. Call me weird, but I love those things. Nightmares I mean.
Since I know that is it just a dream I can thoroughly enjoy having the crap scared out of me :3
I need to point out, scary movies? Not scary anymore... They are pretty crap nowa days.

Any who, just thought I'd share my happy with people.
G'night! (or good morning or day, depending on when you are reading this)

Smiles make a difference.

Hello world!
Today's report: so happy and I can't stop smiling. Why? Because the guy I like gave me the most genuine smile ever.

I am not going to read into it thinking "oh he smiled at me like that because he likes me" but rather I am just going to enjoy the whole interaction.

I could read into all the stuff that was said, and all the looks, but I won't. I will simply be thankful that I was able to actually say something to him.

Usually I can never talk around the person I like, because I am afraid that I will say something utterly ridiculous. However! I have found a way to solve that problem. I merely trick myself into believing I no longer like the person, then I am free to talk normally!!

Sounds stupid, I know. But it actually worked :)

On that note, my smiling self is going to try and sleep now, as it is 2am here...

Night! And remember,
A smile can change even the worst of moods.

Sorry world

Once again I have hit a slump. Seems to be much easier for this to happen.

I'm very disappointed in myself that I can get so easily sad about stupid things like being single.

People keep saying that it's better being single. Less drama. But at this point in my life I have never actually been with anyone, so I don't even know what is expected in a relationship.

The only ideas I have about relationships are from TV shows, but lord knows those are not reliable.

I keep trying to distract myself, but that doesn't work anymore.

Happy today!

I think getting things off my shoulders really helped make me happy ^^ I still want to hang out with people who are busy, but it doesn't bug me anymore :3

Gha

Again I am stuck in a rut and nobody can hang out with me. I'm so freaking bored!

Random-ness

i really feel sad somtimes when i think about people i want to meet...

drama of 2013

Since this is a creative outlet nobody looks at I'm going to use this. I have been really sad lately, and I have been asking for people to hang out with me. Since I haven't come out and said that I'm sad, nobody really understands how much I need them. It sucks feeling like I need to ask for help because I don't want to be a bother.
But the worst part is that I don't want to seem like a drama queen, the whole situation I'm in could have been avoided if I knew how not to fall in love with someone.

See, there is a guy that I really really like, but he has to go back home (which is Japan) so I might never see him again.
I can't tell him I like him because I don't want to be a burden. If I tell him and he doesn't like me, he'd feel bad (because he has given me clear signs that he could like me back), and if he likes me back, he still has to leave.
If I don't tell him, I have to lock up those feelings and try to move on. Which I am trying to do, but I have spent about two and a half weeks putting on a happy face that is apparently not as good as I thought, seeing as my boss can tell I'm not happy.

I'm worried that I'm only gonna get worse because he leaves on the 17th.

For now, I try to distract myself with things like work and school and people. But when I don't work of have class, there isn't anyone here so I try to get people to hang out. But as I've said, lots of people are busy with things like work or cleaning.

I don't want to be a crybaby but it's not easy putting on a show for people and I wish I didn't have to. You know when people ask "how are you?" They never expect an honest answer, but that's the one I want to give. Nobody really wants to actually hear the drama anyway.

Anyway, thanks for the read. For those of you that did read it.
I appreciate any reads I didn't expect to get.